To answer or not to answer?

Okay, so I also have this thing where I don't like picking up phone calls. I just...don't. Bc usually they'll want something from me that I can't give them, so most of the time unless it's family I'll let it go to voicemail.

But today.

I picked up the phone.

I was scared.

But I did it. Lol. I think it was good that I did too bc turns out I had to go bring something for work. Work? It's so weird putting that. I actually have a job now guys??? Well, a conditional job. We'll see after 3 months if I see have this job, lol. That's when my evaluation will come.

I don't think I'll be picking up phone calls from strangers bc there's a lot of spam calls lately, but I'll try to be better at picking up the phone instead of leaving it to voicemail bc I'm scared.

Being brave is hard guys. I'm also going to reply to my "friends", since I also have a habit of not replying bc I usually don't know what to say so in fear of being stupid, I never reply. My thought being that I'll reply eventually, but that eventually usually ends up being a couple of days if not weeks later...lol, being social is so hard.

I'm trying. But this is a hard process guys.