To penpal or not to penpal?

lol, I think I'm pretty annoying, but okay, whatever, I tried. I sent about 6 penpal prompts. If anybody gets back to me, okay, I'll respond. lol, but I'm not really that motivated. Idk how people stay peppy. Doing all these scary things is exhausting. I feel so tired. Idk, what to do with myself anymore.

I'm gonna keep trying bc I do think it's good to challenge myself, but I guess we'll see if I've improved or become a better or worse person after this experiment.

I think I am getting better at replying. Idk, sometimes. But it's not all the time. I'm trying, and sometimes that's all we can do.